Isles

i have so much homework but it’s been three days and i haven’t done anything so i guess i’ll just do it tomorrow. so not much has happened really. i rushed for three frats this quarter and i got into all three! i was debating between two that i really liked and it was so hard to make a decision. i know it’s not really a big deal but i was going crazy trying to decide. in the end, i chose the frat that three of my friends wanted to do because i didn’t want to go through the pledging process alone which is a decision i really regret because i liked the other frat way more. well, i guess i should just make the best of what i already committed too. but what i learned from this experience is that i should stop being such a freken pussy and dare to be more independent and do shit my gut is telling me to do even if it means i have to do it alone. i still regret not doing the one i liked more though. but anywaaaaaaaaaaay, i really like my big and my twin though! i also think the guy that i talked to in class who his friend thinks that i like him has a crush on me because he always looks at me in class and holds the door opened for me when class is over even if i’m like 20,000 feet away. but he’s not cute though so nah. i think I’ve finally reached that part of my life where i actually want to start dating again! i mean, it’s been like 3 years? i need to get back in the game. i love my friends here, but i also miss my friends back home. my roommates have been getting on my last nerves lately. i don’t even want to start. so excited for this weekend! game night and Spring Splash, thrifting, then some PSP time. i miss home though! especially my parents.

sometimes my roommates are really fucking annoying. 

I planned to study for Friday’s midterm yesterday and then review whatever I didn’t understand today. But when I got home yesterday I was really tired. So I let myself take a little nap just because I thought I should re-energize my body before I do some majoring self-teaching. Instead, I ended up taking a 6 hour nap. What a waste of a day. Today, I had a break from 11am-4pm and I was going to use that time to study, but instead I took a nap again! So then, I decided to skip my last two classes of the day to go to the library to study. I stayed there for 3 hours playing tetris… and now I’m blogging about this on tumblr. I fail at school. What am I even doing here? Where do people get the motivation to study? Because, I really need some right now!

today, I woke up and had some cereal. It wasn’t that great. I think my Silk milk expired…